🌱Under the Open Sky🌱 @UtOS@tabletop.social

I just started playing queer visual novels I got in a bundle and so far out of the two I've played both have been hot as fuck.

Both of them have hit my blindfold kink button perfectly. Do all visual novels have blindfold kink or is just the queer ones?

It’s been a while since anyone has called me cute, validation is welcome

Did I get told I messed up big time, look into the problem, find it wasn’t nearly as bad as originally assessed, prove it wasn’t even a huge over sight on my part, come up with a quick solution without panicking or avoiding the problem? Do I have a functional relationship with my anxiety?

Why can I taste anxiety now? Why is it now when ever someone tells me I fucked up I taste acid? It’s like throwing up in my mouth without any regurgitation. Just oops I’m stressed time to taste acid! Does my brain think I have been missing the signals since I started taking anti anxiety meds? I have had anxiety for almost all 30 years of my life why is it now it decided to add a flavor element? And how to I change the flavor? Can I get anxiety that tastes like chocolate please?

If I had known when we broke up, and she said she wanted to be my best friend after the break up, just how long it might take us to be able to be friends again (we still haven’t reconnected) I would have fought harder to stay together

1st of the Month Birthdays are the worst it’s so easy to forget your own birthday is coming up. Like I’m just not in the right headspace to think about my birthday because I ascoisate my birthday with March but if I wait till March it will literally already be my birthday

Thinking about my favorite place holder name that just had so much raw power that it just became the name.

The Powers That Were

The best thing about being non-binary is that no matter who I am attracted to it’s gay🌈

When I was a kid I used to make jokes about wrestling being gay and all about grown men holding each other because I didn’t like wrestling .

Flash forward to now and I make those same jokes because now I like wrestling and men.

And it can be hard to predict shit because the way Jemisin hides things is genius. She explains it right in the middle of an Interlude in book one. “People don’t pay attention to what’s not there.” The big reveals are about things that aren’t mentioned but probably should be if they existed. The absence is conspicuous but first you have to know something is missing at all

N.K. Jemisin’s Broken Earth Trilogy is so fucking good! She writes such a unique world and crafts a one of a kind narrative so that you can’t rely on knowledge of tropes to predict what will happen, BUT if you are paying attention you realize things just before they are revealed and you feel so fucking smart for figuring it out.

How did I write this whole thread and not make a Twin Twink pun

Also my principal came to be to day saying she heard good things about me from my students who say they feel comfortable around me and I make them feel seen and heard and respected.

I feel good!

I have been doing my library knitting thing for an hour and already I have taught two students to loom knit!

I’m starting to wonder if I’m masturbating less because my anxiety meds are impeding my libido, or if I’m masturbating less because having my brain chemicals in wack make me need the endorphin rush less

Help I trash talked Broccoli Rabe and now my coworker intends to make me eat my words... and Broccoli Rabe.

The book is called Burnout by Emily and Amelia Nagoski and it is trans inclusive and really helpful